Sorry if I haven't been able to speak to you lately. I want to thank you for showing me that I can achieve big things if I do my best. I just feel a little bad cause even though I did something good, my parents don't even show a little interest in the subject. I know that at times they show that they care and that they are really proud of me, but when I feel that I have achieved something really big, they just don't seem to care :(( This morning I was already feeling bad cause of my English teacher. She said that we got a low score in our project because of me. She didn't even let me explain. She just told me to stop making excuses and that it was MY FAULT. I know it may be partly my fault, but I can't accept the fact that she got mad at me for something I didn't even know I was supposed to do. Sure she can get mad at me for passing in late, but I don't think she has the right to not even let me explain. I felt so bad I wanted to cry. I tried to stop my tears cause I didn't want others to see. I wanted to let my feelings out so I told my friend about it. I felt a little bit better after that.
I hate my exams. I got a low score in Physics and English. The score written on my test paper was 49/90. I was so shocked. When I rechecked I was kinda relieved cause I got a 69. When I told my teacher that she made a mistake, that's when she started blaming me for "my" mistake (the project). I really hate my tech score. I was so proud that I got a perfect score then my teacher (again) calls me and tells me she made a mistake in checking my paper. So my score now is only 58/60. My Religion is also the same. I got a 65 but because of incorrect checking, I got a 63 -.- they make me expect so much, but I can't really blame them cause they are only human.
that's all. Thank you for listening to my problems. I just don't know who to talk to. I feel that I can really express and share my feelings here. I love you so.
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