I have this friend, she and I got along really well before. but now... I just don't know why it's become like this. Last year, she and I hanged out every recess time, and during lunch time I spend time with my other girls. She wanted to join me and my girls so now the 4 of us eat lunch and recess together. For the first few months we got a long well, we told each other stories, we bought each other gifts... but now... after a year, it's just not the same. She and my old 'bestfriend' are always together now. They don't tell me secrets anymore, they don't hang around me much, they don't even look for me during recess and lunch time. I feel so left out. I don't know why their like that. Are they tired of me? Don't they care about me anymore? Do they hate me? I keep on thinking of reasons for them to dislike me. I even think the're avoiding me T.T
I know that everything You do is for our sake. Everything You do is good. So I keep on thinking of reasons why your giving me this trials. Is it because You don't want me to be with them because the're a bad influence? or is it to teach me a lesson? I feel so alone and confused. Please give me strength to overcome my weaknesses.
So help me God. I love you so much
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