Dear God,
July 10, our take home project was to build a house (scale of 1:50) based on a skeletal structure made of barbecue sticks and we were supposed to pass it on July 17. PLUS! it should be stable, and to make sure it was sturdy our prof told us that he was gonna put either a 1.5L bottle of coke or a 1kg sack of sand on top of our work. As always, because of our busy schedule I always start working on Saturday/Sunday, so I only had like 1-2 days to work on it. And as usual, I crammed. At first I didn't know how to make it sturdy. I didn't want to use a glue gun cause I thought it would make my work look ugly, so I used an elastic band to tie it together. So I finished it Tuesday morning and think I slept 3am? so I only had 2-3 hrs of sleep. I brought it to class that morning (which I don't usually do cause our design period was after lunch) to make some finishing touches. When I arrived I looked at all their works. I felt a little scared cause theirs' was really sturdy! I looked at my work and I saw the elastic band looked a little loose so I removed it so I could tie it again. Since it was at the middle I removed a lot of sticks... I regretted what I did T.T I couldn't remember where the other sticks were placed so I rebuilt my model. I hated what I did cause my first work looked better -.- After we ate lunch we went to our drafting room and I borrowed some wood glue to make my work more sturdy. I also borrowed some mighty bond so it would dry quickly. I hesitated for a moment cause I know that if I put mighty bond the elastic band would melt. and I was right. I PANICKED. I put masking tape where the elastic band broke. Our prof shouted "DO NOT use tape" and he was looking at me while he said it =)) So I borrowed wood glue and I smurred a lot, and I mean a lot of wood glue so it would stick. Then it was time to put our works outside so he could check it. One thing I forgot to mention was if our work falls/collapses, our grade also falls T.T When I placed my work outside I lost all hope of having a high grade.. AND, he didn't bring a 1.5L bottle of coke nor a 1kg sack of sand. He brought a 2-3kg sack of sand O.O so while we were doing our plate inside I was a little teary eyed cause I knew my work wasn't stable enough. I couldn't wait to see what became of my project after it was smashed. After the bell rang I saw one of my blockmates work had fallen to pieces. It's like adding salt to the wound. BUUUUUT, when I saw my proj I was like ??????? it wasn't smashed! it was still in one piece. I was so happy!!! THANK YOU GOD. My efforts wasn't for nothing. Even though I know my grade won't be that high, I'm happy that I didn't fail.
Another good thing that happened to me this morning was I found out my crush's name! <33333 I told my seatmate, who happened to be the same school as him, about him. Right on the spot he texted some of his friends what his name was. I was like "OOOOHH MYYYY GOOOSH" Then I found out his name. He's German :"> Which is ironic because I had a crush on a kid from our neighborhood who was also german. German people are taking over our country :)) He told me "kilig na kilig ka eh" (sorry I don't know how to translate it in English) I was all smiles cause I've been stalking him since the first time I saw him which was like Aug 2011? He told me his name, which is really cool of him :"> Thank you so much Conrad. I'm so grateful to you XD
So this was a happy, lucky and wonderful day for me. Thank you God for the happy experiences you gave me. I love you so :*