Lower down your Pride

Dear God,

I feel so sad today.  We had a football match and we lost.  At first we were hoping expecting to win and become the champion (again), but we underestimated the public schools.  We thought that we could easily beat them cause they were amateurs.  And because we were the champions last time, we thought that we were greater than them cause we have special trainings, more experience and cooperation.

Our first game was with the blue team.  I think it went well, even though I wasn't really satisfied with myself.  Our score was 1-0.  Our second game was with the Bareto(?), the yellow team.  Our score was 0-0.  I don't really remember the 3rd game.  But I know that we didn't lose.  

The organizers called the coaches.  Sir Roy went to the stage.  When he approached us he told us that the organizers draw lots to choose who will go to the finals.   Of course we were mad and argued to Kuya Roy, but he said  "wala na kong magagawa"  so we let it slide.  But we still felt really angry about the topic.  

We went on with the game.  When the other team scored a goal I felt really down.  Dharxy and Gaive had a lot of attempts but it was no use.  Their attempts were always too weak or too strong.  I was losing hope of winning.  THEN, the other team scored another goal.  Tears started falling.  I tried not to let my emotions get to me.  After so many attempts, we scored a goal.  We were kinda glad that we got atleast 1 goal.  but the time just wasn't enough.  We ended the game with 2-1.  When the whistle blew I just couldn't hold back my tears.  I think everyone of us cried. cause our coach said to us before he left that he believed that we would win.  We started blaming the organizers cause of their (sorry for the term) crappy way of choosing the finalist.  Who would even think of doing a draw lots on a championship game?  

I feel so much anger because of them.  but I know that we were at fault too cause we didn't complain earlier.  We were so mayabang cause we thought that we could win against every team there.  We really didn't think that we could lose.  Sir Neil told us that we should lower down our pride and never underestimate anyone.  He said that we should just forget about what happened and move on.  We could always make bawi next time.  On June 2, I really will try my best to get that gold medal.  but I don't really mind the bronze.  I think it looks better than the gold  :)

Thank you Lord for teaching us that we shouldn't think too high of ourselves and that we should never think of others like that.  I wish the person who stole took my ball will practice more and become an even better player.  I don't really mind losing the ball even though it cost mt dad 1000k+ I can always buy a new one  :)

I Love You so

Sweet 16 :">

Dear God,

Today is my 16th birthday.  I didn't want to expect things cause I didn't want to be disappointed when it doesn't happen.  It was like 1am and I was still awake, using the computer.  I was surprised to see my cousin and my classmate send me a personal message.  My cousin told me that he sent me a video message on ooVoo.  When I opened the "2 new received files" I saw their video message.  I want to post it here but I don't think it's possible, LOL.  I was so touched to see them make something for me, even though it was like 1:30am. 

Thank You so much guys. I Love You both  :*

So I told everyone that we were to meet at Shakey's at 11am.  My cousin and I were waiting for Luis in school cause we were supposed to go to Jean's house then go to Shakey's.  When we arrived, LALA + Kelly were already there.  We told the waiter to give us a table for 14.  Our seats weren't really comfortable cause we were sitting so close to each other.  Me, Luis and Roi ordered, 2 Deal 3's (1200+x2)and 1 Deal 2 (P880).  When our order came, I was so shocked.  I ordered too much  :)) 

We ate together. Me, my cousin Ros, Jean, Luis, Roi, Ven, Kelly, Chel, Jade, Lissbet, her best Eljo, Arcdel, Jaz and Deng.  3 pizzas, 2 spaggs, 19 pcs. chicken + mojos and 5 ice teas (pitcher).

 After that we went to SM to watch a movie, me, ros, jean, luis, jade, chel and roi.  We couldn't decide what to watch cause we wanted to watch M.I.B, but it wasn't showing yet, so we watched Battle Ship.  It was so cool.  At first I didn't want to watch it cause I didn't feel like wasting my money on a movie, but after watching it I didn't really mind.  I really enjoyed the movie  :)

After the movie we decided to go home.  Ros sent me home.  By the way, Jade gave me a gift  :D  When I opened it, it was so cute  <3

After that I opened the laptop and started thanking everyone for greeting me (via facebook).  I started getting irritated cause my facebook was not functioning well  -.-  then my mom and dad went to my room and told me that they had a surprise for me.  Papa said "Your birthday starts at 12am and ends at 12am, it's not over till it's 12am" then they covered my eyes and took me outside.  When I opened my eyes I couldn't believe it.  PAT and NEL were right in front of me  O.O  I started crying when I saw them.  I missed them so much.  I really didn't expect them to come cause I knew they were busy.  Pat went to UP to enroll and Nel was in Pangasinan, then just like that, there standing outside my house  :D

They gave me a gift  :">

tears started falling  T.T

*sorry about the face

<3 Shirt

This made my day.  Seeing them after so long.  I missed them so.  I love them so so much  <3

Thank You Lord for giving me such wonderful friends.  I am so blessed to have them.  Thank You Lord, I love you.